9.30.2003

Are you there God? It's me, rockle. chembug and I have been very patient for the past month, and we would really like an answer. Doesn't matter anymore if it's yes or no - just something. We're tired of waiting, God, and we want it to finally be over.

Of course, we'd really like the answer to be "yes." I've been dreaming of Miss Cecily almost every night. She calls out to me while I am sleeping. She's lonely, God, and she needs a good family to take care of her. We can be that family, God, if the answer is yes.

Anyway ... please let us know something soon, OK? We are trying to remain calm and patient and understanding, but there is only so much two people can do. Only so much we can take. Only so much waiting and wondering and worrying. We need a good night's sleep - hopefully, in our new home.

9.29.2003

Coming soon. I swear. Please be patient.